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| Ok...wow, things on here change everytime I get on!! Well, I get on like once a year now haha. But it's all so confusing! Anyways...it's been almost a year since I last wrote. I guess I only write on here when I need to write something I don't really want to tell others cuz I know no one reads this haha. So, I like this guy, who is almost 3 years younger than me. But one of my best friends (who is also almost 3 years younger than me) likes him too. The guy is still hung up on his ex girl friend, but I know that eventually he will like my best friend. So, I'm trying really hard to get over him! So there's this other guy that I was kinda interested in a while ago, but I found out he isn't a Christian...which totally sucks. Like, I'm still crushin on him or whatever...but it just makes it complicated knowing that he's not a Christian. GAH!! My luck with guys totally sucks. I'm graduating soon...and I have NO IDEA what I want to do. I know I'm going to community college, but I don't know where I want to go after that or anything. I have no idea what I want to study and what I want to do with my life. People may say I spend to much time playing and not seriously thinking about my future, but they're wrong. I think about it all the time and it drives me crazy that I'm 17 and have no idea what I want to do with my future. I hate being so indecisive!!! Well...I guess that's all I need to write about. Until next time!! | | |
| wow, so i definitely have NOT been on xanga in a loooong time and things have definitely changed lol i barely know how to do anything on here! haha well, even though no one will read this or anything, it just feels good to get this out and write about it. i'm too lazy to hand write it in my journal lol lots of things have been happening! i went to prom a few weeks ago, and last week i had my school banquet! prom was lots of fun! definitely a great night to remember. and banquet...well...it was boring in a sense. they didn't provide much entertainment so we just sat there, ate, and talked! but that's what made it fun. just being with my friends! going to banquet made it much harder for me in my decision to leave riverdale. for the past few months i've been so set on leaving and not caring. cuz hey, i won't see any of them after high school anyways! but then again, these past few months, i've become a lot better friends with some people, and i'm really having a hard time knowing that i will have to tell them good bye in less than 3 weeks. i had convinced myself that i hated the school and that i didn't really have any friends there. but i was deceiving myself. Nehemie and Devin and Lydia...i will truly miss them. and just the people that i say hi to or talk to once in a blue moon, i will miss seeing them every day and just being with the people. i seriously almost cried the other day. in fact, i think i did. idk, it's just becoming harder every day...knowing that it's almost over. that i'm making a huge decision to leave and be homeschooled (kinda). and then of course there are other things going on in my life (that i will not say...hehe) but they are indeed good things! my feelings are just getting in the way! well, this is long enough for people who won't even read it. i might as well go. good bye! until next time... ~Shelly~ | | |
| ok, this is exciting, yet pathetic at the same time. ok, i'm 15 and i put in my first load of laundry tonight!! i mean, i've taken clothes from the washing machine and put them in the dryer and whatnot but i've never taken a load of laundry, put them in the wash and whatnot...so yea YAY FOR SHELLY!!!! lol
~Shelly~ | | |
| well, i'm sooo bored so i thought i would please the few that still read my xanga and update...
ok so softball started this week. we only had practice on monday and tuesday cuz it got too cold or w/e but i didn't care. i enjoyed every minute of it. colie and i even stayed later after practice on tuesday and practiced our pitching with each other. and then we stayed home from school on wednesday and when we were taking a break from cleaning, we went in our backyard and practiced more. but yeah, my arm hurts now. but i'll live. i just can't wait for spring when we really get into it and have batting practice and all that good stuff 
i can't wait for christmas break to start! next wednesday is my last day. oh man, i still have to buy for 5 more people! this totally sux! oh well, i'll get it all done in time =P
ok, well, since no one reads this anywhoo, i guess i'll stop here. love to all who read this! God bless *hugs*
~Shelly~ | | |
| IT'S MY BDAY!!!!!!!!!
i had the absolute best weekend this weekend!!! hangin out at SI's band practice friday night, going to their concert saturday night, chillin with emily and staying up til 6:30 A.M. getting 2 hours of sleep, having chris, chels and jess (later katie) over for my bday and having an absolute blast!! oh man....what else coud i ask for??? nothing, it was fantastic!!
love to all and God bless *hugs*
~Shelly~
I'M 15!!!!! lol, so little =P | | |
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